ABBBAYBAYY!

Fri Dec 4

damnn

its been awhile since i got time to blog. im abotu to sign off of everything and turn in… BUT , decided to give everything a quick update. so its comin down to the last week of school…. and im HELLA excited for the month-long break!! yaaaay. time to kick back and relax hahaha. then, i cant wait to start second semester altho itll be alot more work than first just because the classes are gona be a step more challenging. owell… gona prepare me for the rigorous nursing program right? its all happening so fast, and i cant believe the END of the year is right around the corner now ! damnnn hahahahha. im happy to say tho, that college is a lot better than high school. passes by faster, and much more enjoyable. anyways, ill give another update when i can. but in the case that i dont by christmas time, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!!! =)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon Nov 23

tis the seassssssssonn!

im so fucken happy thanksgiving is here! not because i like it ( i actually hate thanksgiving ), but because it means christmas is around the corner!! i cant fucken waittttttt!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. =)))))))))))))))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue Nov 17

i love

finishing all hw and papers in advanced. such a relaxing feeling once you get em done =)

Mon Nov 9

so busy!

i havent gotten a chance to actually sit around on the comp and do nothing for hella days hahaha ! lately everythings been so busy and works been piling up to my neck, assignments after assignments. on top of that, theres so much shit to do now that i can drive… i have to do my own errands, and blah blah blah. on the other hand, it’s quite convenient. anywho, some updates are… i got the vaccination for the swine flu, even if theres rumors of it being bad.. owell. i have quite the story about how i even got my vaccination, so it was a pretty unique experience. ermmmm…. well besides from that, nothing else except my daily routines of work school bf and such. haha. oh yeah. one random thing. i am fucken hella addicted to tobasco sauce now ! i went from never eating it to fucken loving it with everything i eat now! hella weird…. i went as far as to buying my own mini bottles just because i crave it with everything.. LOOOOOOOL! call me weird, but just thought i’d put that out there for entertainment.

well, i’ve been wanting to post this for awhile now, so here it goes:

http://www.formspring.com/forms/?743402-iGXy65A8J1

thats my very own formspring. i finally figured out how to make one, and yeah hahaha. everyone has one and posts it on tumblr, so i thought it would be pretty fun to get one myself.. however, i thought tumblr supported this, so i searched all over tumblr to get this widget, until i finally figured it has its own website and account-_-. but anyways, so formspring is where anyone who runs into my tumblr can type whatever they want to me, and only i will be able to see them. this is just for fun, like a comment board or questionnaire. except i cant see who posted it and yeah.. so its anonymous. therefore, feel free to say whatever you want LOL. i’ll get back to them everytime i get the chance to :] and if they happen to be questions, i shall post the question and answer on here so yeeeeeeeah. try try try ! HAHA!

Wed Oct 28

halloween!

guess what ima be!? =)

Sun Oct 25

the weekend

was overall pretty fun, for a change. out with my girls, watched some drama go down, unlike the usual since my bf and i actually went out with everyone instead of spending the night indoors watching a movie haha. altho, i do love the coziness. anywho. this weeks been damn hectic ! this following week (starting monday) is gona be worst with two midterms, research hours appointment, going to west valley for some scheduling, and bridals again on friday. fuckkk. owell, the busier, the faster the week goes by. i cant wait for next weekend’s chillness.. since this weekend was all work and barely any play! two bridals consecutively. damn. haha. wiped me out man… anwyays. i started my rag today. and that means, ACHES AND PAIN!. my lower back is already aching like it always does, and so does my heels if i stand on it for too long. weird. but i guess its just a sign to tell me when its comin!. tomorrow, is mine and sangs 17 months / 1 year and 5 months anniversary! yayyyyyy. one more month to go then itll be a year and a half! finally. im also excited for the big annual ones. woot woot. anywho, gotta run. time to study and cram cram cram to ace! aiming for straight a’s this semester/year/in college life.

Wed Oct 21

after much deliberation

and delaying, i FINALLY took my goddamn driving test. the good news? I PASSED! yayyyyyy. pretty proud of myself for passing within the first time and not much practice, considering the situation with my instructor and i.

Tue Oct 20

one down, many more to go.

aced my midterm for philosophy today with additional points left over! woot woot. =) now, i have these to worry about:

phil’s serial killer powerpoint / presentation

call west valley and register for school and classes in addition to sjsu’s

TA10’s midterm

psychology’s midterm

psych’s dream write ups / assignments

see groundswell and do critique paper on that

sign up and complete 4 hours of research

figure out eop’s mix up of grade check ups

those are the only things do that i know for now.. who knows what will come up within the next few days.

fuck. my. life.

Mon Oct 19

so theres A LOT more photos to this, but i decided only to post some up, since most of them were hella ugly… cause due to the wind and freefalling, my hair was pointing straight up, and my cheeks were either squished in at some point, or blowing out bubbly at others LOL!!!!!! but sang and i definately loved it. 10/18/09! a date to remember haha. we both agreed to come back for more on a special occasion since its definately worth the 100 dollars. i dont have any pics wtih sang cause since we’re not pro’s, we had to go separately with pros and stuff hahaha. and he bought the video package, while i wanted the pics, so he only has the dvd of it. but anyways, this experience has given me the urge to go pro one day or if not, make it to the point where i can jump on my own! haha. sang told me he wants to too, so we’ll probably get around to it sooner or later one day… altho the instructor guys told us you have to have at least 500 jumps in order to jump on your own… so goddamn. thats a whole lot of time and money! and is it true that you shrink .3 centimeters everytime you jump cause of the gravity pull and the parachute force? idk.. but according to sang’s friend, thats what happens. pretty interesting.. but since im short, owell. hahaha. not gona make much of a difference.

hectic!

fuck. so while we were waiting for our food yesterday at pho ha, my bf looked through my wallet. thats when i noticed my library check out receipt sticking up. and then something caught my eye. THE FUCKING DUE DATE !! i had 23 items checked out, and they raised the charge to be 50 cents per item per day, instead of 25 cents like before cause of the economy and this is a way for the public to make money i gues. but all the while thinking everything was due on the 24th of this month, it was 13th instead. and it was already the 18th yesterday… so after calculating eveyrthing, the grand total turned out to be fucken 57 dollars of my hardworking ass. shit. so i have that to take care of later … and lets just say, im on a budget with everything i need to save up for/buy by christmas time. fmllllllllll. i really need another job or some shit. meanwhile, im still hoping for some bday money from relatives and stuff to roll in, since peopel lag the most when you need it. goddamn. anywho, lately my life has been hectic to the max. no free time to do shitttttttttttt ! my weekend started off by, studying my ass off for philosophy’s midterm this tuesday. on friday night, my bf picked me up and we went to his house. he carried this humongous bag from daiso and took out all the smal things he got for me.. must have been over 02938409284 bullshit items, cause its weird stuff such as origami, little candy bags, everything. ahha. later, he dropped me off at Hotel Kabuki in frisco so i can spend the night with my bridal’s boss and her hubby. sounds wrong, but we’re like family so it was okay. we had two beds, one for me, one for her and her husband. spent the night studying while eating round table she bought for us, and doing some last minute prepping for saturday’s wedding. we finally went to sleep around 2-3, and woke up at 7 to get ready. we left the hotel by 745 and made it to the place by 8.. damn the roads are hella steep. i keep forgetting how steep they can be, since its awhile since i went to china town and such. anyways, after it was just the normal routine. meeting everyone, doing hair and prepping, blah blah. we finished by 130, and bounced. by then, i was tired as hell, but my boss and i decided to go around the jap malls and stores. omgosh!! everythings so cute… i wish we had a mall like that around here. and we went to this store thats like daiso, but ALOT bigger and better, since theres really nothign to buy at daiso most of the time haha. i ended up spending like…. 50 bucks worth on miniature things. so cute!!

ANYWAYS. yesterday, (sunday), has got to be one of the most memorable days in my life! sang and i went to bed around 3 in the morning sat night, early sunday night and woke up by 7 to leave for sac. we pumped gas, bought snacks, and headed on our small road trip. got there around 9ish and got ready to skydive. the whole time, i was amazingly calm. i was hella excited, but not nervous or anxious or anythign !! the most funny part the whole time, was when i TRIED to get up on the plane. for smoe reason, the entrance into the place has tiny wooden add on small steps RIGHT next to the side propellers, that were blowing hella strong. and i was the smallest one there, since eveyrone were big white guys, and the girls there were tall and stuff. so right when i walked next to the fan, it literally blew me sideways…. i tried AGAIN to lift my feet to step on the steps to go up to the plane, and got blown sideways AGAIN!!!!!. fucking embaressing, cause i was the second in line and everyone behind me was watching LOL. i was half laughing, half ashamed of how stupid i looked HAHAHAHAH !! finally, my instructor guy reached down and pulled me up along with the people on the side nearby. sang couldnt help me cause we had to stay with our instructor people who was gona jump with us separately, and he was at the end of the line. goddddddd……. finally got in and up we went !! it wasfuckinghella fun…. i’ll post up pictures later on when im not lazy, since sang bougth the video for himslf and pictures for me since i rather have pictures =). so i’ll be doing that later. goodbyeeeeeeee

Thu Oct 8

hmmm… there are many parts to this blog that MIGHT be interesting … ahha so first off, lets backtrack to last weekend!

last weeked, sang and i along with a couple of couples and some friends went to the halloween specialty they had at great america. of course, this was after dark. we got there around 8, bought tickets and went in. let me tell you, it was my first time and definately not my last! i dont know when they had this feature and if this is the first year, but i hope its gona come again next halloween! we had a blast walkin around the half closed amusement park with a third of the rides open. omgosh… the rides were 29034820384 times cooler than it normally would be in the daytime. especially topgun!! soaring right past the water in the dark and nearly touching it was so refreshing, especially in the nighttime! it was so much fun after dark…. and the extra mazes they made in addition to the halloween feature was so funn!!!! not only was it so creepy, but it was thrilling to go with a bunch of people just as scared as you are ! things popping out, REAL people scaring you, and amazing props that spooked you out! i also loved how they had workers dress up in the freakiest costumes with the scariest make up come and jump out at you randomly or in the dark when crossing bridges… and the smoke to hide them until theyre nose to nose with you was a great feature! especially those who had creepy voices ad actually followed you or crawled next to your legs was omgosh… completely scary. i loved it tho.. haha. including the dip n dots =)! i love those !hahaha. well, that was my highlight last week.

this week tho, was good too ! it was my birthday! im FINALLY 18… YAY!!!!! i was gona blog yesterday, but i absolutely had no time. lets recap from the night of oct 6, which was the early start of my bday (oct7) .. my bfwalked through the door while i was correcting my brothers hw with an ice cream cake ( picture above ). i didnt get to take pictures of anything but thats how it looked like. with a single candle and a singing thingy that was playing the bday theme song. lit it up, and gave it to me. awwwww. what a pleasant surprise! i did not see that coming. anyways, the DAY of my bday, = hot pot city! it was my first time and goddamn it was delicious! definately coming back for more. then i had school, and after that, rushed home for a quick nap from my semi food coma that was still hitting me. but couldnt since all these bday texts and calls were rolling in that day. after, woke up and went back to school for night class. got out early to go to korean town and tried out this buffet. omgosh!! its DEFINATELY worth the 25 bucks per person charge. of course, bf paid. and even tho its as expensive as todai, its definately a different style, if not taste. i loved this restaurant. ahh. my fav buffet from now on hahaha. after that, i spent quality time with bf and slept over… thats why i didnt have time to go online or anything. and yeah he took me home this very morning.  haha. but, fastfoward to this very second. err. i decided to blog before starting homework since the details are still fresh in my mind. thanks to everyone who sent me a happy bday over the internet! i finally had time to log on now ahhaha. and of course, those who called or texted me too. <33 =). i left out some details of what my fam did, but lets just say theyre the sweetest ever too!

oh and i almost forgot!! that skydiving picture up there is something my bf and i are gona go do next weekend! yup yup !! finally! hhahahha. thats also part of my bday present.. im so excited! we’re doing it next weekend cause i got too mch going on this week, including work, bridals practice, alot of hw, exams, and upcoming midterms. itll cool down by the time next weekend rolls by. ahhh. and final news is, I HUNTED DOWN MY DRIVING INSTRUCTOR! finally found him again fter so fucken long! so now i got a pro to help me until my driving test date (nov.3, wish me luck!) hahaha. being 18 is of course, normal and no big deal. im just happy im finally legal now tho, altho its not much of a difference. ahhaha. i joked around and told my bf, oh youre not a pedophile no more. and he got mad. HAHAHAH !! well yeah. updates later on what bf and i are planning to be on halloween and upcoming events for me after this hecticness cools down! byeee!

Tue Sep 29

the hard part

of college is not homework. nor is it going to class and paying attention. its the EXAMS. TESTS. MIDTERMS AND FINALS! fuck. so i have an exam tomorrow for psych. and sadly, the instructor is one of those types where they dont teach yet just READ THE MATERIAL IN THE BOOK OUTLOUD, and thats considered as “review” and such. so unfortunately….. not only do i have to cram in material i have no in depth explaination of, but also teach myself both chapters tonight, due to my semi procrastination of studying. but my excuse to this is because, i’ve been stuck tryna finish other assignments within the past couple of days too. ahhaha. so whatever. i’ll just study my ass off tonight.HOWEVER, taht IS what the starbucks earlier was for. to keep me awake. =). if not, then hooray for the midnight munchies! i got 5 bags of chips on my desk ready to be eaten. yum! who says studying cant be tasteful? LOL. yeah, im a fatass. i know.

Wed Sep 23

BILLLLLLLS!!!

fuckkk !!! by the end of this month, my insurance bills gona come in… ALL 850 SOMETHING OF IT !! and my parents, thinking i still have almost a grand in my bank account, thinks i can pay it off myself !! but how am i gona break it to them that i have as a matter of fact, a littl more than 100 dollars left and that i’ve spent it all on food/misc. shit that i never even needed in the first place?!?! fuck. i really cant save money=(.but okay. thats it. no more eating out, no more junk food, no more drinks here and there and all this bullshit! starting from my next paycheck thing, ima be putting ALL of it into my bank and not using it for anything except serious emergencies or thigns i REALLY have to get. therefore, i SHOULD be having 400+ by christmas… yet that still doesnt cover the insurance problem thats gona be due a few weeks from now. fuck… hopefully birthday money rolls in before the bill comes home so i have a little something more to give than just 100 dollars. fml.

Tue Sep 22

defeated.

i’ve gotten sucked into the world of facebook! or at least….. got PRESSURED into having one hahah !! i noticed the population of people on facebook gets bigger and bigger everyday, and it seems as if everyone’s moving from myspace to facebook! in a way, i feel bad for tom cause hes a real nice dedicated guy. but thats not the point. .. altho i do wonder who the creator of facebook is.. you damn biter! people stealer! ahha just kidding. anyways. yeah my friend made the account for me. then i fixed it up myself according to how i want it. so feel free to find and add me ! IF i know you. same rules apply to facebook as it does on myspace. NO STRANGERS!

Mon Sep 21

youre such a cunt.

why do you talk so fucken hard in your blogs yet in real life, you stutter nonstop or have no voice? and you act nonexistant through aim, phone calls, and texts and other kinds of communication? how fustrating for me. youre right. this ISNT high school no more. its life, bitch. get real. either man up or shut the fuck up.